My beautiful keyholder wife and I had a conversation in May. I like to peruse sites like Reddit, Tumblr (or at least I did until they decided to eliminate much of the adult content), and a few forums on chastity and hotwifing/cuckolding, too. What triggered the discussion in May was something I discovered while spending time on these sites. I was jealous! I was jealous of the husbands that are “kept” by their wives. The thought of being truly kept has been in my mind a long time, but seeing other husbands actually living it hit me. And I don’t mean part-time as we had always been. I was envious of the hubby’s and cuckolds that had their sex under full-control of their wives. By that I mean the wife was always in control. Some of these husbands were locked up longer than others, but what I was most jealous of was the fact that they had handed over complete control of the cock to their wife. Most were not allowed to masturbate at all unless their wife/keyholder was watching and directing. They weren’t stroking while enjoying porn, nope, not allowed! And they were not laying in bed massaging their cock while thinking about the sexy college girl that lives next door. None of that. They were kept in chastity alot, and their cock was fully owned by their wife even when they were hanging free. That was what I wanted, and the more I saw pics or read about these husbands, over time, the more I knew it. It scared me a little, but I knew this was what I needed. I’m sure some of the hubbies I read about are probably fakes, supposedly in 24/7 “permanent” chastity, but I know many are doing the real deal. I don’t mean never ending chastity, I mean that their wife has actually taken over “ownership” of their cock and makes all the decisions as to when they are caged, when they are allowed to stroke or be stroked, allowed to fuck, and of course, make the call when their penis would be allowed an orgasm. I knew it would be difficult sometimes, giving up control usually is.
We did it! It’s now her penis. In fact, that’s how we refer to it most of the time, her penis. It’s now about two months since we made that transition. Instead of a few days of lock-up here and there, now it’s a day of hanging free and most days (and most nights, too) locked in a chastity device. Instead of 35 or 40 orgasms per month, most through self pleasuring, she’s giving me 1-2 climaxes a week, which will equate to say 8 or so per month (and I’ll be surprised if that doesn’t drop a little). Of course, that is all subject to change depending on what she wants. In these past 8 weeks, she’s made me wait 7 days twice. I’ve also gone anywhere from 2-6 days, it’s all her call. I know 7 days is easy denial for many guys in chastity, and I know there will be longer periods when she desires it. In the past, with on again, off again chastity I’ve gone as long as 3 weeks. I expect she’ll have me chaste more than a week soon enough.
Two months in and I do have ups and downs. This week has been harder than most. She’s been stressed with a project at work, and she’s given me less attention and we’ve had less intimacy. That makes chastity harder. And that’s even with an orgasm a couple days ago. After you get used to chastity, it’s less about the orgasms and much more about the intimacy and acknowledgement from your keyholder. When she’s mindful of my condition, all is right with the world.